waiting

3 Oct

 

 


Somebody you have loved (and probably still do) have hurt you today. I may not have seen the tears fall, am not even so sure if there were. But I am certain that you have hurt, hurt so bad today that everything else just sucks. I know exactly how that feels. To be hurt, to be intentionally neglected by someone you have seen happy sun shines with. Loving someone and never being loved back. It hurts. That just dam hurts.

And so in my heart of hearts, I feel that pain you feel. Not because I can relate. Not because it has reminded me how painful my heart was once.

I feel the hurt, because it is YOU who are hurting.

We have been virtually miles apart, but somewhere deep inside me, I have always hugged you near in every time I hear that sweet voice of yours. A voice that I hope and pray that one day would wake me up, whispering sweetly in my ear, in my flesh.

I have been smitten the very day you tickled a part of my heart. I have been very vocal and hopeful that one day the feeling would be mutual. That one day you would take my hand the way I have always wanted. And then, I would calmly snuggle beside you, in our couch, breathing the warmth that the love I have always prayed for and found in you would provide.

But until then, I would always be just the one person you can talk to, hang out with and be crazy with. I would just be that friend, waiting for you to fall.

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4 Responses to “waiting”

  1. zezil October 6, 2012 at 9:45 pm #

    (This is one of those posts where you want to react, say something because you could really relate with it but don’t know how to, what to say…)

    • Brent Tzu October 8, 2012 at 8:55 am #

      i know that feeling. yung tipong words just don’t seem enough, that you have way too many things to say but can’t start even with one šŸ™‚ lols. btw, thanks for visiting often zezil :))

      • zezil October 8, 2012 at 3:39 pm #

        šŸ™‚

        Will visit more frequently! šŸ™‚

      • Brent Tzu October 9, 2012 at 9:00 am #

        wow thanks šŸ™‚ lols

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